When I first started this blog my intention was to solely focus on motherhood which is what I know and something that holds a big chunk of my heart. But with time that has changed a bit.’
I’ve been reading a book called Craving Connection by (in)courage community (this is spiritual book by the way) so far I have read two chapters but they have opened up and validated a lot of stuff that I have been feeling.
The first two chapters talk about the fear that us as humans have to try new things because we fear failure. But what we need to realize is that we grow through things that may ask us to step out of the box here and there. We love our comfort zone and settle for it. And sometimes we miss the door that He himself has set up specially for us. I see a lot of successful blogs who are know to speak about one topic and hey more power to them if it works for them. As long as they are happy then hey. That’s not me though I love to talk about different things.
So when it comes to blogging my biggest fear is what people might say or think..eerr rejection if you will. Which has kind of made me stick to my home…mommy life. But as you guys see I rarely post because to be completely honest sometimes I don’t feel like talking about motherhood.
I say all this to get to this.. I want my blog to be more than just a
mom blog I want it to reflect who I am not just when I’m in a mommy mode but me as an individual. Yes my kids play a B I G role in my story but theres more to me. And honestly sometimes I just want to go on random rants but feel like it wont go with my T H E M E. Which honestly isn’t a theme at all just saying. Sometimes the thought of me posting something not mom related or kid related scares the crap out of me.
So from here on out I will be talking about what I want…yes I will still share my experience as a mother because that’s the biggest role I play but I will also be sharing the spotlight with the other roles as well. I will just be adding a few things into the mix just adding a little bit of sass to the sauce you know?!
I created this blog for me and I want it to be place where I can be M E
Since I started reading this book I want to write about the chapters that speak to me the most, so be on the look out for those. I will
try to get on a schedule but I wont promise anything lets just go with the flow for now.
Baby steps y’all baby steps…